On a bad PDA like today

H is the most challenging young man to support.

He really grabs at control and whilst doing can say some very awful things to us. We often have conversations about it as it worries me that if he acts as he does out in public when he's older he would get himself into serious trouble. He always respond to me that he would never act like that anywhere other than in this home and never outside the house.

He knows his words hurt people and often feels like he choose them to hurt us. Hes for ever wanting a new dad. It also worries me what some people would think of they heard what he said to us the things he accuses us of to gain a response and regain control. With no understanding of what we are going through can very much take it down an awful route.

Todays day is simply because he's tired so everything has been hard. W even said when it's like this its better at school that broke my heart. I know moods they both have due to their difficulties can make home a very challenging place to be.

H when regulated is the nices kindest most thoughtful person you have ever met. He would and will do anything for anyone ans will go out of his way to ensure others are happy. It breaks my heart to see him struggle as he does and I know he cannot help it. I do though question how much we can take before it

breaks us.